I feel sorry for him. Really. I really do. I know I have high expectations. But I don't want to be with a guy just because my friends are all planning to settle down and I am afraid to be left alone, possibly with a house full of cats in the near future. It is better than being with some idiot who doesn't appreciate me. Everyone live once, unless of cos you are a cat which has 9 lives, then.. yes... waste all your time dating some idiot and have your heart broken all over a again. For, I need to make full use of it.

I made a list of the things I would want to do/ I am actually doing it:

- get an another job to pass the weekend away and of cos to earn extra cash.
- travel around the world but right now, I am trying to cover asian countries first.
- Less shopping and save more.

Right now, that's all I've. Probably more than those who procrastinate more. I am indeed proud of myself *pat on the back*

He, whom I see around once a week on almost every Sunday. He, whom I kinda feel irritated that he doesn't seems to understand and isn't able to see the signs of an uninterested person.

I hated the idea of me saying mean things to a person just to push them away. I hate the idea of a person sticking around a person with such feelings I am not able to receive. I do have a list of what I want to see in a guy and I am sticking to it and he seems to be nothing like the one in the list. I know I sound like a bitch who thinks I'm so attractive and thinks I deserve all the diamonds in the world. Well, I do think I deserve all the diamonds in the world, I deserve to have a certain guy like any other humans out there who thinks the same. I do look myself in the mirror everyday. Everyone does, in the same way as I look myself in the mirror? Probably not.

I feel sorry for him. Really. I really do. I know I have high expectations. But I don't want to be with a guy just because my friends are all planning to settle down and I am afraid to be left alone, possibly with a house full of cats in the near future. It is better than being with some idiot who doesn't appreciate me. Everyone live once, unless of cos you are a cat which has 9 lives, then.. yes... waste all your time dating some idiot and have your heart broken all over a again. For, I need to make full use of it.

I made a list of the things I would want to do/ I am actually doing it:

- get an another job to pass the weekend away and of cos to earn extra cash.
- travel around the world but right now, I am trying to cover asian countries first.
- Less shopping and save more.

Right now, that's all I've. Probably more than those who procrastinate more. I am indeed proud of myself *pat on the back*

He, whom I see around once a week on almost every Sunday. He, whom I kinda feel irritated that he doesn't seems to understand and isn't able to see the signs of an uninterested person.

I hated the idea of me saying mean things to a person just to push them away. I hate the idea of a person sticking around a person with such feelings I am not able to receive. I do have a list of what I want to see in a guy and I am sticking to it and he seems to be nothing like the one in the list. I know I sound like a bitch who thinks I'm so attractive and thinks I deserve all the diamonds in the world. Well, I do think I deserve all the diamonds in the world, I deserve to have a certain guy like any other humans out there who thinks the same. I do look myself in the mirror everyday. Everyone does, in the same way as I look myself in the mirror? Probably not.