I didn't realize it was August until I saw people flooding timelines with sad goodbyes to July. I've been doing nothing but admiring people's post of photos of anything and everything under the sun. They sure are living their lives and I am still here mourning of my great lost and feeling annoyed that I have not been responsible of things I should and I am feeling even more annoyed that I don't have the courage to ask about the contract I have so been dying to have.

Sleepless nights are the norm for me. Night after night, wanting to sleep at 11 seems impossible even after a change of shift.
Having to wake up at 6 in the morning may seems impossible for someone who only has about 3 - 4 hours of sleep, but not me. The moment the alarm clock starts screaming it's head off at 6, I manage to wake up in an instant. But by the time I got home at 2 in the afternoon, I'll be as exhausted as a construction worker (I'm just saying).

Though one may think that sleeping less hour may be a good thing as we have more time for instance me: lesson plan, powerpoint slides, weekly objectives etc etc. I tend to lay in bed, staring at my stars hoping for my sleepless to come crawling in.

I didn't realize it was August until I saw people flooding timelines with sad goodbyes to July. I've been doing nothing but admiring people's post of photos of anything and everything under the sun. They sure are living their lives and I am still here mourning of my great lost and feeling annoyed that I have not been responsible of things I should and I am feeling even more annoyed that I don't have the courage to ask about the contract I have so been dying to have.

Sleepless nights are the norm for me. Night after night, wanting to sleep at 11 seems impossible even after a change of shift.
Having to wake up at 6 in the morning may seems impossible for someone who only has about 3 - 4 hours of sleep, but not me. The moment the alarm clock starts screaming it's head off at 6, I manage to wake up in an instant. But by the time I got home at 2 in the afternoon, I'll be as exhausted as a construction worker (I'm just saying).

Though one may think that sleeping less hour may be a good thing as we have more time for instance me: lesson plan, powerpoint slides, weekly objectives etc etc. I tend to lay in bed, staring at my stars hoping for my sleepless to come crawling in.