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her sobs
Wednesday, August 15, 201212:55 AM

i imagine tears running down her cheek as i heard her voice shivered. she repeatedly asking me what should she do or what should she have done differently? she doesn't seems to be making sense with all the sobbing at the background that she failed to covered up. 

 i was in the office trying very hard to do couple of research for a professor, and hearing her voice, i panicked and asked her repeatedly what had happen. but again, she asked me repeatedly the same question over and over again until i realize what she meant.

 life's messy. life's cruel. no matter how messy or how cruel life can be, we still have to keep on living. i wanted to say that to her. but instead, i kept quiet, hearing her sobbing away. i wish i could drive to her workplace and give her a big hug to take the pain away from her.

 she told me i was different from her other friends, i understands her better and i supports her decision even though i may think it was foolish. but hearing her saying that doesn't make me feel any good about myself. if i understands her, wouldn't i be able to help her to prevent the heartbreak?

but. there is a saying 'the heart wants, what it wants' i want someone who happens to be a million miles away and no matter how many guys approaches me, asking me out, i rejected them flat without putting in a tiny bit of thought into it.

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