looking down on memory lane are always hurtful. yes, not all of it, both good and bad. thinking about the people you care, or used to, are no longer here for you and having to experience it all the scary stuff all by yourself is scary stuff. i have tons of photos for me to look back at, no doubt that i wish things were to stay as they were. but, things do happen for a reason. maybe they weren't meant for us to keep. maybe they were only temporary, for us to experience happiness. but whatever the reason was, i am grateful to have met them.  i wouldn't have experienced what i had. 


it is hard to let it go and sometimes, we needed to learn the hard way to get it through our heads that they are never coming back. but at the same time, i am grateful for others who did stayed.


thinking about those times, i, myself have some difficulty in explaining how those years meant to me. it was more than incredible. the people i meet, both good and bad, oh trust me some of them, i did wanted to murder them and cook curry out of them but nevertheless, i did learn a little something there. 


i know i dislike changes, thats why i quit in the first place. everything changes so quickly and i am not ready for them. the guy i used to liked even transfer to my old store. it's weird to see how quickly it changed when i came during the wee hours in the morning when there weren't much customers, to visit.


but whatever it is, we should all buried it in somewhere we can look at when we feel safe again to look at it again.


they say, the older you are the wiser you get. is that even true? or maybe the older you get, you are required to be a little wiser than before.

looking down on memory lane are always hurtful. yes, not all of it, both good and bad. thinking about the people you care, or used to, are no longer here for you and having to experience it all the scary stuff all by yourself is scary stuff. i have tons of photos for me to look back at, no doubt that i wish things were to stay as they were. but, things do happen for a reason. maybe they weren't meant for us to keep. maybe they were only temporary, for us to experience happiness. but whatever the reason was, i am grateful to have met them.  i wouldn't have experienced what i had. 


it is hard to let it go and sometimes, we needed to learn the hard way to get it through our heads that they are never coming back. but at the same time, i am grateful for others who did stayed.


thinking about those times, i, myself have some difficulty in explaining how those years meant to me. it was more than incredible. the people i meet, both good and bad, oh trust me some of them, i did wanted to murder them and cook curry out of them but nevertheless, i did learn a little something there. 


i know i dislike changes, thats why i quit in the first place. everything changes so quickly and i am not ready for them. the guy i used to liked even transfer to my old store. it's weird to see how quickly it changed when i came during the wee hours in the morning when there weren't much customers, to visit.


but whatever it is, we should all buried it in somewhere we can look at when we feel safe again to look at it again.


they say, the older you are the wiser you get. is that even true? or maybe the older you get, you are required to be a little wiser than before.

Name: Zanariah
Location: Under your nose.
DOB: 2000 BC
The little things that make her world go round:
vintage photographs. long bus rides. ice caramel machiato. starbucks. beach cycling. falling in love. new found love. kittens. hearing her favourite song on the radio. scrolling in the rain. lying in bed listening to the rain outside. waking up and realizing she still have a few hours left to sleep. milkshakes. warm baths. bubble baths. making new friends and spending time with the old ones. singing in the bathroom. brownies, cookies and cupcakes. snow globe. getting hugs and piggybacks. sleeping in. giggling. manicure. the beach. friends. stargazing. walking down by the beach. taking long hot showers. knowing that somebody misses you. sweet dreams. hot chocolate. road trip. fireworks. reading novels. watching dramas.
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