Monday, July 25, 201110:54 PM
it doesn't really matter because at the end of each day, we only have ourselves to motivate, to believe....
it doesn't matter what have become of us, because in my heart, your still my best girlfriend no matter how much you have hurt me. no matter how you have been treating me, doubted me, put me aside like I'm an old doll you got bored of playing.
I've made mistakes, everyone does. people say things that they don't mean all the time just so they feel good about themselves.
i have set a date to end this. even if i have to stay home and do nothing. i am going to work hard to find and impressing them before the day comes.
i came back from batam 2 weeks ago and just came back from KL with family. Since sept is coming soon (that's when i have to clear all my AL) Boba fett gave me the suggestion of going KL again but just us. though i'm kinda sick of KL, but to get away from everything with Boba fett would be nice. We'll get to spend more time since you won't be around after national day