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Sunday, April 10, 20119:21 PM


As she lift a mug of hot cocoa to her mouth and drained the last drop. She lowered the mug and lick the corners of her mouth. The hot cocoa heated her up from inside out, and cast the room about her in a nice glow. Yet it did nothing to lift her mood.


Most of her colleagues are going off to college in another couple of months and she will be stuck working here for god-knows-how-long til she earns enough to pay for college. As much as she did wish to be far away from here as possible from 'these' people, to be able to study abroad, to meet new people, seems impossible.


They say karma happens when bad things happen to those who do bad things to others. But will it takes it cause when we were to think bad things about others? They say that she doesn't have the heart to do bad things to others much less think about it. But our mind is an extraordinary thing. It may wonder to a horror side of everyone you never know. 


Sitting for an hour make her think how cruel a person may be. Trust me. You don't need to know a person that well to know what kind of a person she is. Just by listening and seeing from your own eyes, you'll know. I know we are not suppose to judge it's book by it's cover or in this case, hearing. But human beings aren't perfect and we can't help but judge.


"you should move on with her. she loves you more" & tons of crap she comes out with. You may fool him but not me.
I seriously doubt she actually means any of it. Why leave one hanging when one is seeing another? Is that greediness I see? Afraid to lose both? Afraid to be alone in the world?


Have she ever done something wrong in the past that she is not aware of that she has to get this treatment from a person she doesn't even know?


Her heart has not healed. But one day. One day fine day. It shall heal not matter how long it takes. For now, she shall wait. Patiently. 

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