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Friday, January 21, 201111:43 AM

i kept telling myself as to whether i am doing the right thing. in my head, it repeats over and over and over again. truthfully. i'm not sure. i need guidance. but where am i to find one?


but for one, i did enjoy myself, every single minute away, thousand miles away from work. remember when i told you, i didn't want to come back, i meant it. i am not looking forward to see the one person that makes me suffer, makes me miss all the outing with my family. she has no idea on how angry i am at her that i could just do something horrible. how selfish can one be.


i once asked you to not fall for me. i'm sorry if it seems like i am using you. as much as i would like to say to you i am not, deep down i am. i am in love with someone for two years and though he has hurt me more than i know, i am still waiting for him and it would be unfair for me to tell you to wait for me. for all i know,  feelings for you may never develop. i'm sorry.