Life is for living
Saturday, October 2, 201011:09 PM

My 23th birthday is in less than 2 months, and though i am not looking forward to getting a year older, but i'm still planning to celebrate it and not think about anything and I found the prefect dress as a gift to myself. I am waiting for them to email me back and letting me know whether it is still available.
I realize that as we grow older, we tend to be more selfish and always thinking about ourselves that we don't think/ include the one we cared for. I know that I am trying to keep you tight in my arms and not wanting to let you go even if you have to fly overseas to work just because I am afraid to be alone in this world. Afraid that someone would steal you away from me once more and just thinking about it just make me weep and weak.
I know that you once told me that 'absence makes the heart grows fonder' but it is even true? Because it drives me crazy each time.
List of things:
. I wish to spend entire day with S watching P.Ramlee drama
. I wish to have PJ parties with girlfriends
. I wish to have 4 weekends off from work in the month of my birthday
. I wish to have lots of presents
. I wish to take a day off from everything and travel around s'pore taking photos
. I wish to eat all kinds of ice-cream i can find in s'pore
. I wish to relive a year ago