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bitterly disappointing
Wednesday, July 7, 20102:51 PM


it finally here and it wasnt what i thought it was. when i saw it, i don't know how to response to it. yes it is a disappointment no doubt about it. every single thing i do comes from the heart and yeah maybe i work too much and didnt priorities the important things yet again. some people just don't learn just like me. i motivate myself everyday, but is it enough? do i need to take some time of work? money may be an issue but when it comes to something important, money should be the last thing on my mind


i have work so hard for everything. from school to work to personal stuff. and by looking at it, i seem to fail at everything.i tried my best but it never seems to be enough and at this point, im not sure what does. but one thing for sure, i have tried and even though i fail, i'll get on my feet and try again.


i always thought that i am unlucky, but hearing from others, there are few who has to suffer to get what they want and i am nowhere near them. people around you does affect on the things you do and you tend to be less motivated but think about others who are unlucky.

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