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busy week
Wednesday, June 16, 201011:00 PM

i was sitting on my bed and looking at the full moon and each time i look up, it reminds me on those days when s and me would lay down looking up at the stars though half way through he would be the one sleeping and so i text s and asked him whether he would want to watch the sunrise with me and he agreed since me and him both got the same days off. so i wash up and waited for him under my blk.

we had supper at bukit timah since i had cravings for roti naan, drove around abit and sat at the same spot that we always sat each time we are at East Coast. we sat for couple of hours to wait for the sunrise. walk by the beach for abit, had breakfast, hang out and back home as i promise my parents i would be back in time for lunch. i didn realise i spend 12 hours with him. time fly fast each time i am with him and though i wish i could meet him everyday and spend hours and hours with him, i know its impossible and it makes me appreciate him even more each time we meet up.

i have been busy helping out with my cousin's wedding which happen to falls on the same day as my colleagues's wedding and did plan to go with s in the afternoon but unfortuately, both s and me woke up late. and the next few days after that, i had to send my brother off to vietnan and send my other brother to serve the country and rushed to work on each day i send them off and spend my off day with my best friend, vic. she has always been there for me, dropping by my workplace, checking me up to see whether i am doing ok. i know we were supposed to be celebrating that day but i did had fun.

it has been hard these days. everything changes within a second, no one to motivate me at work anymore except myself. though how i miss those old times at hv, i know i have to suck it up and pretend that everything is ok. i miss being the new partner that everyone pampers, i miss the old partners, i miss lulu who has never judge me no matter what, i miss yus who makes me laugh and buying me food each time i am upset and most of all, i miss s.

i felt crappy at work two days ago and call lyra to come down to cheer me up. hang out at 3 monkeys with her as well and zaini right after i done with work and spend almost the entire night with them and just talking to her for that couple of hours did cheer me up.

working the whole entire week with a day off and used up the day off cleaning up the kitchen and watching alot on crappy shows. it helps to make the time goes faster and since my notebook has crash on me couple of weeks ago, i has to fought my way through just to update this post.

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