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the tongue twister
Wednesday, March 31, 20103:36 AM



lately, i don't seems to care whether my phone is missing. only when i need to make an urgent call, that is when i would panic if i can't find it. and by then, i would receive at least a miss call and several text messages which i would ignore unless it is urgent.
by the next hour or so, i got several text message from this old friend of mine. he would leave me a miss call and than text me like a thousand times once i didn't reply to any of his text messages he sent previously.

SimplyyCT™ ____<3 says
. i cant be bothered
. i told him i am not in a mood to talk


[c=36]VANESSA` ☂[/c] says:
. lol
. great job


SimplyyCT™ ____<3 says
. yeah. accept he doesn't seems to get it


[c=36]VANESSA` ☂[/c] says:
. lame la
. just keep ignoring him


SimplyyCT™ ____<3 says
. i am. i have much better things to do


[c=36]VANESSA` ☂[/c] says:
. yea precisely
. dumb la
. g*** *** s*****
. t**** r**** a* em


SimplyyCT™ ____<3 says
. i feel like asking him
. which part of 'i don't feel like talking' dont you understand


[c=36]VANESSA` ☂[/c] says:
. ask him
. eh you s***** or what
. which part of don't feel like talking to you don't you understand
. want me to speak to you in multi racial language ah
. melayu
. chinese
. english
. french
. deutsch
. japanese
. korean
. thai
. vietnamese


SimplyyCT™ ____<3 says
. lol
. like as if i can speak those multi racial language


[c=36]VANESSA` ☂[/c] says:
. hahaha
. just google


SimplyyCT™ ____<3 says
. just to say those things to him
. -.-''
. no thanks
. i rather google those multi racial language and talk to you
and make you google them and find out what i am talking about


[c=36]VANESSA` ☂[/c] says:
. HAHAHA
. erm
. wah
. you just did a tongue twister


SimplyyCT™ ____<3 says
. huh


[c=36]VANESSA` ☂[/c] says:
. i rather google those multi racial language and talk to you
and make you google them and find out what i am talking about
. read it fast

okie. i know it is long winded. but it does cheer me up.

van cancelled her plans with her friends just to stay in store to make sure that i am doing okie as soon as she saw the look on my face.

i have been in and out from the office countless of time. i'll opened up emails and stare at it like it was written in weird languages. i felt like a lost kitten. surprisingly i took a longer time to handover than the first day of my solo shift. i felt so lost that i called mj three times asking the weird and obvious question. i even called Sue not knowing what to ask her.

i felt better with all the motivation she has given me. i just wish this is easy. i just wish he would realise how thisisaffectingme. i really do hope he would learn to let go the past.
thanks van and vic for everything. EVE.VER.RIT.TING!!!
i know i tend to keep my troubles to myself. but i know you guys would always be there when i needed you the most.

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