let it out
Saturday, February 27, 201010:08 PM
IAMEXTREMELYTIREDANDDISAPPOINTED.
thanks to wati, i got it done just in time. everything was last minute. it was the very first time that i put in alot of effort into something special and was eager to give it to a friend of mine.
i stayed in store doing it as, neither vanessa or joyce was free to accompany me. i had to print out the photos, glue it up, put it in, make sure everything can be seen, wrap it up and present it. though i wasnt satisfied with it, i just cant do anything about it as it was time to meet the others.
i told vanessa. eve. tong. joyce. yus. wati, my plan for that night. i plan for a mini hv store outing, to hang out. just us. and of coz to celebrate lulu's belated birthday. i visualise the plan in my head and just by that, i couldnt hold my excitment. well... things didn go the way i expected.
things didnt go well at work yesterday as well. we were short on partners. SHORT ON PARTNERS on the day when everyone gets paid. sigh! and wasnt getting any help. and on top of everything else (i didnt mention), i drop a pitcher of cream base. maybe i was tired and frastrated. or maybe because i am just being me. the clumsy one. so partners, try to stay away from me. you might end up like joy k being wet with cream base and not to say, smelly.
you know, sometimes you should appreciate what others do instead of complaining. what make you think i felt when you told me? you know i can never fit everything if i wanted to. i printed out a lot but less than half can fit it in. i wanted to put in sue's photo. i wanted to put in tong's photo and eve as well. but it was all fill up. it took me hours doing it. ask wati. i did my very best.
i was all tense up. i wanted everything to go smoothly and even though i know i can never pleased everyone, i think i did horribly. i shouldnt had said yes. i should have stood up and explain the plan. than that way, nothing would go wrong. i hate this yes policy that sb is applying. it makes me say yes to everything these days. i was timid. i was scared. i didnt want them to be disappointed as i am at that point of time.
i'm sorry wati for everything. thanks for telling me. i should apologies to your surprise and delight when i see him.
well at least lulu was having a good time.
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