It's just weird that I used to be soo passionate about photography. I used to bring my camera everywhere I go. Out with my family. Out with my friends. Out to work. Mostly out by myself. I'll take photos of everything. Even my portfolio for school back than was mostly of my photography and was told to do something different and end up having to redo everything within that very short period of time. Months later I got 'B'. I was a little disappointed as I put in extra effort as it was my favourite FYP among the millions of project we had to do. examples of project needed to do: video shooting. game development. web design. front display store design. character designs. landscape and object drawings and shading. and the list goes on. but looking on the brighter side, my photography was showcase :)


i took this photo (below), during my short trip to melaka.

i guess things change when my camera broke and i know very well that it would take me years to save up for me to buy a decent one. knowing me, each time i tried saving up, i end up spending unnecessary stuff. i regretted and so i gave up. i am not as lucky as my friends who are well off. i need to save up on the things i want.

as i grow older, my dreams tend to change. i used to dream of working in a magazine company.
a friend of mine got into one of the magazine company, and the way i see her coping, she dont seems to be happy working there. the things you have to go through, the things you have to sacrifise (going out with your friends and your loveones), not even having enough time for yourself, having to pleased everyone there etc etc, its just crazy. dont get me wrong, i am up to the challenge. but i wont want to work someplace where i have to scarifise alot of things. my daily life is as equal important as my work.
even my colleauge (she used to work at cleo) said so.
but never have i once regretted taking the course.

Labels: sometimes it is good to dream

It's just weird that I used to be soo passionate about photography. I used to bring my camera everywhere I go. Out with my family. Out with my friends. Out to work. Mostly out by myself. I'll take photos of everything. Even my portfolio for school back than was mostly of my photography and was told to do something different and end up having to redo everything within that very short period of time. Months later I got 'B'. I was a little disappointed as I put in extra effort as it was my favourite FYP among the millions of project we had to do. examples of project needed to do: video shooting. game development. web design. front display store design. character designs. landscape and object drawings and shading. and the list goes on. but looking on the brighter side, my photography was showcase :)


i took this photo (below), during my short trip to melaka.

i guess things change when my camera broke and i know very well that it would take me years to save up for me to buy a decent one. knowing me, each time i tried saving up, i end up spending unnecessary stuff. i regretted and so i gave up. i am not as lucky as my friends who are well off. i need to save up on the things i want.

as i grow older, my dreams tend to change. i used to dream of working in a magazine company.
a friend of mine got into one of the magazine company, and the way i see her coping, she dont seems to be happy working there. the things you have to go through, the things you have to sacrifise (going out with your friends and your loveones), not even having enough time for yourself, having to pleased everyone there etc etc, its just crazy. dont get me wrong, i am up to the challenge. but i wont want to work someplace where i have to scarifise alot of things. my daily life is as equal important as my work.
even my colleauge (she used to work at cleo) said so.
but never have i once regretted taking the course.

Labels: sometimes it is good to dream

Name: Zanariah
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vintage photographs. long bus rides. ice caramel machiato. starbucks. beach cycling. falling in love. new found love. kittens. hearing her favourite song on the radio. scrolling in the rain. lying in bed listening to the rain outside. waking up and realizing she still have a few hours left to sleep. milkshakes. warm baths. bubble baths. making new friends and spending time with the old ones. singing in the bathroom. brownies, cookies and cupcakes. snow globe. getting hugs and piggybacks. sleeping in. giggling. manicure. the beach. friends. stargazing. walking down by the beach. taking long hot showers. knowing that somebody misses you. sweet dreams. hot chocolate. road trip. fireworks. reading novels. watching dramas.
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