one hell of a week
Sunday, January 31, 20108:56 PM
okie. so this week is one hell of a week. im tired + confused + irritated + full of anger + concern + every other feeling combine into one.
for one, i feel a heavy burden. i regretted every foolish thing i did and not being appreciative. i dont know what to do. should i stay a little longer and upgrade myself? or should i be where i am right now and concentrate on my school more and focus on how i'm to pay for my school fees? there are advantages and disadvantages. well... everything has its advantages and disadvantages. what was i thinking. no point in stressing myself when things happen for a reason.
it frustrate me when one thinks ive not moved on when that person is the one who has not moved on. who is the one who keeps calling the other one? who is the one who calls and laying out the troubles to the other? who is finding who now?
anyhoots. i kept myself busy this week. went movie and dinner with yus. ate katong laksa with yus again the next day, went for joy's gig and dinner with lulu, yus, wati and wati's friend, had supper with syawai two straight days, went jb with family and gossip girls marathon at dee's place. what more can i possibly ask for? maybe more time with him? :)
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