confession of a broken heart
Friday, December 18, 200912:16 PM

you're everything I thought you never were
and nothing like i thought you could have been
you have always live inside of me, tell me how is that?
you're the only one I wish I could forget
though you broke my heart, my feelings for you will never go away
though there are times when when i hate you
i can never erase you
and even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
that i still love you.
i dont want to feel this broken heart
i dont want to breathe without you
In a million pieces, my heart has been shattered
Don't bother to collect the remains of me..
It will take a life time - itself - to gather
these dispersed pieces of the broken me
shuddered
and dilapidated
is all it is
since the day
you left me in despair
All alone
Deserted in tears
and isolated with memories
that have become
the only aid
A source for my breaths
Supplying life to my remains
they are enough
to make me
live through these days
But I just want you to know
that it aches
when I feel
this life without you
It aches
for i cannot live without you
Only if you could see
Only if I could tell
that i love you more than i love myself
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