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in this unfair life
Monday, September 14, 20092:57 AM


i'm feeling rather tired for the past few weeks
since i have not been sleeping well
slept less than 5 hours everyday
which isn't such a good thing
as a human needs to get at least 6 hours of sleep
or so i've read somewhere
and everytime when
im unable to sleep
i'll go down to the playground
to do some reading
or sometimes
just glaze at the stars and the moon

i was supposed to meet a friend
after work just now
but instead
i slept in the store room til late

ive been thinking
on what i wanna do in life
and there are countless of things that i wanna do
like taking mandarin lesson
save up for my dream camera (no idea when i'm gonna get one)
take driving lessons
and soo much more
but i believe that slowly but surely
i am able to achieve them
one day.....
i hope.....

i need to stop being selfish
someone
once told me that
being selfish is a good thing
if being selfish
let me have what i want
than it'll be a good thing
dont ya think so?
but instead
im making him suffer
and i dont wanna see
that happen
he means a world to me
and i'm sure you know that
as i get paranoid alot
i really appreciate
on the advise
you have given me

you asked me
how would i know
whether it is love
you know
it is a feeling
that you can never describe
to me
love is something
that makes you do
wonder-ress things
that you have
never done
in your life
you tend to
sacrifice more
no matter what the
circumstances is
true?

but
i think i need to put aside my heart
it seems that
nothing matters anymore
deep down
i wish a miracle can happen
i'm not even sure
whether it is progress-ing
but im not giving up

the heart is a peculiar thing
don't you think so?

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