in silence
Friday, September 18, 200911:30 PM
i am feeling extremely exhausted right now. i can hardly open my eyes this morning on shift. Joy was shouting her ass out in the backroom on her good produce results while Sue and me was on the floor dragging our hellos each time when a customer comes in.
we were desperate for partners just now. and all i could think of was Nurul as I know she would come to my rescue whenever i call for help. thanks dearest. sigh! but working for 12 hours almost make me go crazy. but if i didnt have plans after work, i'll probably be able to work til closing. i dont mind at all as i dont want you to feel exhausted as you already are. a thousand apology for calling you early in the morning, asking you for help. i dont know who else to ask.
i dont know what else to say as im in no position to say anything. its just unfair. ive always put others above myself. im not going to say anything more as i dont want others to make assumptions i am talking bad things about them when im not. i have this habit to let some things ive been keeping, letting it out here. do mind me. i dont mean any harm. but only friends who know me longer will understand that and that is all that ever matters. im just lucky i dont have hatres invading my tagboard.
okiee... working again tomorrow. though its not a good thing working on eve of hari raya but i cant complain as im the one to blame as to put that i was able to work. but i'm looking on the bright side. syawai is working closing and i am able to spend time at work with him on eve of hari raya aside from yus gonna be there bully-ing me as always.
i thought i was going to spent my fasting month all alone and there you were, there for me no matter how tired you were, no matter how stubborn i can be.
and so, just hush hush and listen to what im going to say it here.
you taught me soo many thing and point out my mistakes and wanting me to learn from it. you were there to correct my mistakes and i thank you for that even though i do whine at times. just being with you, i dont feel the hurt and pain i used to feel. you took it all away from me.
"You changed my world with a blink of an eye
That is something that I can not deny
You put my soul from worst to best
That is why you meant a world to me
You just don't know what you have done for me
You even pushed me to the best that I can be
You really are an angel sent from above
To take care of me and shower with love
When I'm with you
I'll try not to cry even a single a tear
And your touch have chased away all of my fear
You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile
Knowing I can never ask for more
It so magical those things you do for me
To bring back my faith that almost fade
Now my life is a dream come true
It all began when I was loved by you
Now I have found what I am looking for
It's you and your love and nothing more
Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment
In my life something I've never felt
I wish I could talk 'til the end of day
But now I'm running out of things to say
So I'll end by the line you already know
"I LOVE YOU" more than what I could show"
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