hello fasty
Saturday, August 22, 20095:20 AM
Today marks the first day of fasting month. Say bye2 to lunch and tea break and hello to early breakfast and late dinner and hello to lots and lots of pahala (that is if you fast the whole day).
Though some of you might think that fasting is touturing the body but it's not. It makes us think for the poor who doesn't have enough to eat everyday.
it's so weird that in the middle of the day, I would plan to eat this and that but when the time comes to break our fast, I won't be able to eat much. and in the middle of it, everything seems so nice to eat even those un-eatable things. really!! they actually talks to me.
mom bought and left me pizza on the dinning table when I reached home yesterday. Just by looking at it, i felt upset. pack it and put it in the fidge knowing my two brothers will goble everything up the next day.
two days ago when me, my mom and my baby sister went downstairs to have lunch at pizza hut, i ate baked rice instead of pizza like i always have.
and with no surprise baby sis didn't finish her pizza and mom force me to finish it up. but instead i told the waiter to pack it up. i just have this hatred feeling towards pizza. hah~ i know. im angry at a non living thing. its better than getting angry at the person ---self.
"do you know how much you've change? everytime i asked you what your going to do after work, you said you are going out with your friends. do you realise that i've stop asking you whether you wanna go out with me? it just isn't fair that even though i have plans, i'll cancel it knowing how often do i get to meet you."
I'm working later. Arrggggg....! happy fasing people!
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