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I had this heavy heart to see you go, knowing that it will be days or maybe a week for me to be able to spend time with you again. You have no idea on how I feel not being able to spend time with you. But I feel fortunate to be able to meet you just now even if it was only for a couple of hours.

Today.
Class was so dead. I felt asleep in class. I was feeling extremely tired due to me sleeping for 2 hours before heading to work and been working my ass off to pass the time away and to keep my mind off him.
I didn't really felt like talking to my classmate and so I was pretending to take down notes.

Am chatting with Manfred now. He seems to have soo many things to say to me on line than in class. LOL! We were planning to cheat in class together later. Sooo.... you have to seat beside me let Faris seat somewhere else. I don't care :x AND. The name is Z.A.N.A not zara.

Classmates are all going out after school later and Manfred asked me to skip work. I wish I could but if I were to call in sick, I would rather spend time with him. Sorry :x
Oh! Early birthday wishes to Manfred and Ceci. Someone is just to excited to be a year older and to go clubbing. Have fun guys later.

I hope whatever they told me aren't true. But even if it is true, I really hope you to move on as someone else has stole my heart away and there is no room for you. I want you to know that I feel bad about it and I hope that you will find someone who would be able to love you. I know I have been asking you weird questions but I need to know as I won't want to hurt your feelings. I'm telling you that I'm seeing someone else so you know and won't waste time. It won't be fair for you. I'm not sure how you know about it. But as I may have mentioned, I will wait no matter how long it takes. I know he is worth the wait.
I'm fine with it when in the future you are going to be cold towards me, I'll just take it that you are angry with me.
You have no idea how I feel deep inside. So, don't assume. I'm tired to say anything more.

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