It's already the 4th of May there are still soo many things I'm suppose to do but not one have I done.I have written some stuff I need to do, I have set goals for myself, and not one have I accomplish. I have accomplish nothing N.O.T.H.I.N.G. That's right. I need to be more responsible. I need to learn to manage my time well. The list that I've written on the things I would wanna do and the things I need to accomplish, as usual will be somewhere in my messy dresser table. How typical of me.
Been having bad headache, sweating, feeling dizzy and vomiting these past few days. I'll always have to endure it every month. I hate it when it happens. I would feel weak and the feeling like I'm about to collape. Hmmp!
I've been a mean person the other day and I'm sorry. I don't know what got into me. I missed you too much and not thinking on how tired you were, I texted you to ask you to come down to my place so I could meet you and couldn't accompany you till the first bus. I regreted those actions and I wish I could make it up to you soon. I hate this feeling inside of me missing you and its been driving me crazy. Though I'm not more than a friend to you, you mean everything to me. More than anything else in the whole wide world. You are someone special in my heart and will always continue to be one and I hope that perhaps one day, you would feel the same way as I do. Perhaps more...
