My crappy heart
Monday, May 11, 20095:18 PM

When the nights comes out, this feeling inside of me turns bigger and heavier. Everytime when I do get morning shift, I normally would try everything to change with someone who gets night shifts. But these days, I doubt I can.
To Nurul love. Fear not, I'll always be here for you. I know the feeling when you are not feeling well and that particular person is so far away and not being able to be there for you, to comfort you and to tell you that everything is going to be all right and that he will always be here beside you till you get better.
You know baby, sometimes I wish I can just remove my heart and throw away the feeling I have in it. It suck when in the middle of the night when you are unable to sleep and no one to be there for you and tears tend to just roll out. Thanks love for listening to my crappy heart of mine.
I'm working 6.45 am tomorrow and I'm still awake. I slept too much due to me working morning today and went home straight to sleep as none of my friends are free to meet.
*sad face*
XOXO