what happen last summer
Monday, April 27, 20091:04 AM
It's just so weird for me to be getting morning shift today and the next two days and It feels even weirder when I'm home early. My mom was surprise when she saw me at the door, and the first thing that comes out from her mouth was '"God! I have two daughter now?"
*blank look*
The very moment I got home just now, my room was the only place I would want to be as that is the only place where everything happen (where else, right?), either when I'm happy or when I'm having a very bad day, that is the only place which would confort me without fail (though my room is in such a mess). And once I was on my bed, I'll turn on my lappy and check my emails and blog. What else can I do that doesn't require any energy, right?
Somebody thought I died in my room last night since I was lying motionless on my bed, face down. What do you expect, I was exhausted and every part of my body was about to break apart. I woke up at 11 pm feeling hungry and sadly there was nothing to eat, so went down to the playground (since my baby sister was sleeping and didn't want to wake her up), trying to study and with no luck, I stared at the night sky.
I need to get my priority straight since I've not been able to spend some quality time with my family (I soo need to get Saturday off, since Saturday is my family day) and my girlfriends. It suck and I feel bad about it and with school starting very soon with my Maths and English test coming up soon as well, I have no idea how I'm going to managed my time.
I miss him badly....
XOXO