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jealousy is cruel
Tuesday, April 14, 200911:28 AM

It is bad enough for you to be saying those things to me on your blog. I dont know what I did to you, and I'm sorry. Do confront me. But, come to think of it, it's your blog. Do whatever you want. If you think that will solve or will make me the bad person, than go ahead. I don't care whatever other say or what they will think.

What I can tell you is that you are lucky. You should be lucky. You have whatever you want. You have a Boyfriend who is always by your side, who loves you no matter what. You don't have to worry about anything else but school. Money is all laid out in front of you. Unlike me.

Can't you see? I have nothing. NOTHING! I need to fight for the things I want, for the person I like and want to be with. And at this point of time, I have myself. Just myself. I don't know why on earth would you have to be jealous of me. Which I find it weird.

Let me ask you.
Have you accomplish whatever you're doing? Is it up to your satisfaction yet? Did you even get what you wanted? If not, what else are you going to do to get what you want? If so, what's next?

You have no idea what you did. So, let me tell you here. No worries. Not many people knows about my blog and that I didnt mentioned your name here like you have on yours. Remember when you called me and wanted to meet me and that you cried the whole night? I didn't tell you this but I was pretty tired that day after working back to back shift as I've told you, if you just want to use me to have someone to have a shoulder to cry on, I'll be here. What about the time when you wanted to meet me badly and I waited for you for the past few hours and you still didn't turn up? And when I was on my way and you called me at the last minture and told me you forgot that you have double date with a friend.

Okie. I'm too upset to say anything more now.

New songs been uploaded to my playlist. Stay on to hear.

XOXO